My dad is a major trigger. Actually on xmas night I had to the ER from three days of attacks from just seeing him . I then realized I have to stay away from my family as much as possible for my own mental health.

Well during this time, I got my bro to go to rehab. I made the calls, I drove him an huour and a half away. Mind you, my car is over 20 years old! So my brothers rehabs is now done and my dad asked if I can pick my bro up. I said "dad I can't afford and the car is messed. and the threads of my damn tire showing" wanna know what he said to me after that?! He texted back telling me I'm a nasty person. Cuz I couldn't pick up my bro from hehab. Like I could pop pop tire going 80mph on my way. But wait, I'm. Nasty!

Now
I'm sitting here, just want to sleep it off. But my own father calls me "nasty" and said I'm full of crap with my BP and stop being depressed and find a damn job. I had to go to the ER AGAIN a few week ago for severe sepression. like
No other. So i texted my to let him know. Well
Guess what he said to this one..."fine go to the hospital you're selfish and I'm wasting my time to come see you'

I can't take anymore manipulative and abuse. It cause a snow ball effect where it just gets bigger and bigger

Thanks to listenin to my BS! I'm going through a really bad time right now. Had to be put in welbutrin from (trigger) i was absolutely obsessing about ending this pain but I lied to them in the ER and said I'm not a harm my self. All I was wanted was a damn AD and they put wellbutein that is helping.