Well. Still in a weird place about my counselor moving his office. I've wanted to email him today and ask him if he had decided which location he was going with. I was afraid to. [emoji51]

Trying to sort that out. Maybe I'm afraid he's chosen the bad place and I just don't want to face that. ? Then I think he will think I'm too clingy and needy. [emoji51]

I actually pulled up a website that had pictures of his office on it. There was the chairs and the plants. My safe place. It almost made me cry. It did make me very sad. I do feel clingy and needy and whiny. [emoji51]

Started reading a book to take my mind off of it. I've read through half of it and "it's" still here.

Why do I feel abandonment? Why do I feel angry at myself because I do feel needy and clingy?

I HATE this!!!