Hi, everybody! Right now I'm a little busy, but I'd like to say that this question that's been posed by Melmo expresses gets to the core point about this condition!! And why is that? Just because, at least in my case, this is the ULTIMATE CONSEQUENCE of having this illness, that's to say, I don't feel successful in any aspect of my entire life so far! I'm already 52 years old and never managed to attain WHAT I REALLY WANTED, DESIRED ETC! The result? I'm frustrated, anguished, revolted, unhappy all the time and often depressed! Well, I don't have time to describe what I meant to, but just for you to get the whole picture, alright? Best wishes!!