I love mermaids!

Just got home from t shortly ago, poured a glass of wine, made a sandwich and heated up some broccoli for dinner. Yum!

Really good session again. (Most of them are, so I should never ever complain when they are not!) I just gotta tell you guys it is SUCH a breath of fresh air being free from my fantasies about the t relationship I just can't get over it! I never got to the sand because I went in there and sat down and I had brought my singing bowl this evening, so I got it out and showed her and played it a little, then let her try it out, that set a nice relaxing mood and then I said something like "OK today's session is brought to you by the letter 'A'. Let's talk about Attachment! I guess I can understand why I got attached to you, it's because blablabla...." and off we went. It's like, I'm free to say whatever the heck flies out of my mouth now, because it doesn't matter anymore what she might think about me. I'm not thinking about every little thing I say anymore, y'know? No more "Oh, if I say such-and-such it might hurt her feelings" or "This might sound stupid" and stuff like that. It just flies right on out there. About time, I'd say. And it only took 5+ years (ETA: and a LOT of hard work!) to get to this point... So after we talked about attachment for awhile then I shared a couple dreams, one of them was just meh but the first one was another of those 'big' dreams, an archetypal dream, that she said I should keep alive by working with it and drawing some of the images from, I did a short active imagination sitting there with it as well.

Yeah, really good session today.