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Originally Posted by GoldenWaves
I am not seeing narcissism but I am seeing parts of other personality disorders.
In the end, it doesn't matter so much as I don't think this is a good person for you.
Why would you want her to come back when she treats you like crap?
If anything I'm guessing she perhaps has a trauma history based on her behavior. I could be wrong though, and no matter what her history, its not an excuse for treating you poorly.
You can do much better. Hugs.
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Thank you so much for tho's words i really needed someone to talk to,i don't really know she used to share everything and we talked through it,the last time she told me she was bored(heard narcissists have low toleration lvl on boredom and she was already cheating)
Your right it was really hard forgetting her it feelt like a fairy tail story,there is a saying''Your too good to be true''i guess that's right,it just feelt so heavy to be left so alone after all tho's and she did not even care she erased me in a blink of an eye and never cared of how i feelt.
While continuing with the Manipulations of hers
Actually there is a song of a rock band Dead by April it's called empathy it really fits my situation the lyrics go by:
Spit in my face
Humiliate my dignity
But I'm feeling great
To me this is normality
I try to think straight
Is this really my worth?
My heart gets in the way
And it keeps saying it doesn't hurt
Chaos!!!
Blaming myself
For the things that you call me
For the ways you act
And how sick is that?
I try to think straight
Of something else than rebirth
My heart gets in the way
And seriously it hurts!
What you're going through
It is real to you
But your mind plus your heart makes two
Look into my eyes
What do you see?
I'm someone who can show empathy
When your mind's clouded by your heart
It's not easy to see what's real n' what's not
I give you my empathy
Before you start judging
Try hard to see the person I am
I'm caring I'm humble and understanding
I ask for your empathy
To think of me as friendly
To escape this reality
I will need your empathy
What you're going through
It is real to you
But you mind plus your heart makes two
Look into my eyes
What do you see?
I'm someone who can show empathy
When your mind's clouded by your heart
It's not easy to see what's real n' what's not
I give you my empathy
My empathy
I give you my empathy!
Oh Oh Oh...
Look into my eyes
What do you see?
I'm someone who can show empathy
When your mind's clouded by your heart
It's not easy to see what's real n' what's not
I give you my empathy
My empathy
I give you my empathy!
Oh Oh Oh...