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Originally Posted by Anrea
some things you describe that she does, like not know her own emotions, so she changes personalities over time. I do/have done that. I am 51 now, so things are much better.
But when I was young, I changed who I was, thinking it was growth. But trying to be different people, in order to find myself.
She is learning herself, and experimenting. (BPD?)
She will continue to change. Mutable.
You are looking for a fixed sign, astrologically speaking. You want someone who has found themselves. For you, mutable people will seem - insincere.
Love the memory, to give her a last gift of the idea she was appreciated, but move on. Keep listening to your heart. Don't argue with it when you don't like it's answer.
<3 Peace
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Well thank you a lot for your advice it's much appreciated,after 2 months i still feel for her,i would go back to her in the blink of an eye but the abuse cycle would start all over again.
She has attention of many people right now,she feels powerful,she wants to control people and thinks she deserves better,by being around drug abusers drinking a lot(thinking that tho's stuff will make her look cool).
I'm an educated dude i study physical therapy it's my last year,i'm wealthy who cares about all above at least''I honestly truely loved her so so much that i don't remember loving someone this much''
I don't know isn't she really not seeing that i ripped my heart for her,did everything to keep her alive,to keep being strong,i was not just a boyfriend to her but someone she can count on,i'm just scared of her new friends of hurting her that's all she is blind folded she does not know what she is doing she is flying High,but on every flying high there will be a fall down.
I endured a lot in my life started from 0 became the best student i crawled for everything,but god this pain hurts so much after all i did how can someone just forget about you in the blink of an eye.
I don't know