Hi Everyone!

I did not know where to post this so i decided to post here I guess. I guess it sort of relates to it. I'm a ****** person, I can't love myself for how badly i have treated others. I even once said some ****** things to my little sister (who was 11 at the time), I am so horrible, and i feel bad. I once told her subtle mean remarks whenever she said something i needed to fix. I guess you could tell that i may have been a bully. I hate myself, and i wish i can go back in time to change it. Not a day goes by where i don't feel regret. She's 13 now and she says that she doesn't remember it anymore and that i should let it go. But i can't let it go, i don't deserve anything!