so i have T again today and again i dont know what to say of think . some days are so hard for me to function and others are ok . but always the huge amount of stress gets to me and she just doesnt seem to get it at all .i dont know why .im sure chronic stress is a concept she has come across before . i always seems like she doesnt believe me when i try to talk about it . she seems to just think the things im stressing about are easily managed or just in my head. but does it matter if it is in my head . to me it is stressing me . she wants me to talk about my trauma. she says that i talk about all this other stuff to not talk about trauma. she said she is wiling to talk about anything i want she will never force me to talk about something im not ready to talk about but she feels in order for me to be able to be truly free of my past at some point ill need to talk about it.she says my life is still being controlled by fear.that the mother still has a grip on me .i want so badly to be able to talk to her about my traumas but every time i try i mess it all up because im terrified and i just dont know how.she ends up getting so angry and frustrated with me . my stress is real my stress is now and why not talk about it