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Originally Posted by MickeyCheeky
I don't think you're a bad person.. I think it's normal to feel this way sometimes, if you're depressed and had a difficult past  Does your friend know that you are depressed? If this thing bothers you so much, maybe you can talk with him about this, explain why it bothers you, and see how it goes from there  Does this friend support you in some way? |
Thanks so much for not thinking I'm a bad person. With the way I was raised (and am still being influenced) I always believe that if I had any negative feelings like jealousy or anger, then I'm a bad person. I feel ashamed of having those feelings.
Yea, my friend knows I suffer from depression and I actually spoke to him about this about a year ago. He said he understood but sometimes he gets really sad and he just has to talk about her, which I get. But now it just makes me feel awful.
Yea, he's very supportive! He's a bit simple, which isn't a bad thing, but he sometimes doesn't understand certain things and why some things aren't as easy as they appear. But he's great. That's why I always try to listen to him with any problem he has. But I've just been so depressed and lonely that it's been hard lately.