I stayed home today, just couldn't face the world. Now I'm feeling guilty and worthless. I feel like I disappoint everyone in my life. I don't clean, I rarely cook and I struggle to keep up at work...now I'm home today and will be behind again. I'm tired of this crap! I wish I could at least have a month of feeling somewhat normal and functional. My coping skills are nonexistent....something to work on for sure. Like I said feeling sorry for myself right now