Well thank you a lot for your advice it's much appreciated,after 2 months i still feel for her,i would go back to her in the blink of an eye but the abuse cycle would start all over again.

She has attention of many people right now,she feels powerful,she wants to control people and thinks she deserves better,by being around drug abusers drinking a lot(thinking that tho's stuff will make her look cool).

I'm an educated dude i study physical therapy it's my last year,i'm wealthy who cares about all above at least''I honestly truely loved her so so much that i don't remember loving someone this much''

I don't know isn't she really not seeing that i ripped my heart for her,did everything to keep her alive,to keep being strong,i was not just a boyfriend to her but someone she can count on,i'm just scared of her new friends of hurting her that's all she is blind folded she does not know what she is doing she is flying High,but on every flying high there will be a fall down.

I endured a lot in my life started from 0 became the best student i crawled for everything,but god this pain hurts so much after all i did how can someone just forget about you in the blink of an eye.

I don't know