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I've always assumed that this happens to everyone. It certainly happens to me. Some days I can look at my dearest friends and there's just a void. Nothing bad. Just nothing.

For me the void always goes away.

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I think that's probably true, and a good point. It would probably all be ok... except it doesn't go away, and I'm numb when I really, really shouldn't be.

Thank you for your thoughts. I'm going to have to do a lot of sorting through about what I really want and feel.