My head going a 100 miles and I can't sleep.

I keep paying over last Tuesday, when he asked me to come over. First time I saw him since he was so mean to me,

He was so calm and so needed to unload. I was happy to be there for him. But everything about him was so different. He lost a lot of weight, his way of talking and the multiple spiritual things around the apartment. I just felt like I was sitting with a man I don't really know. Even we been together 2 years.

I feel I made a mistake by staying overnight. We did have sex and he slept no problems after. Meanwhile I did not sleep at all. He always had hold me in bed or needed to have a part of his body touching me while we slept. That night nothing at all. Than he snuck out of bed at 5am, he awake for the day.

I had to leave early and I just got up a bit after 6 got dressed and left....

He have not reached out to me since. I did txt him last night, Wednesday and told him it was good seeing him the night before and that always be there for him. His answer was that he was happy he saw me too and that he always appreciated that I've always been there and that if I need to talk his also there for me.

... Need to talk. I so feel like I've been friend zoned and that things will never get back together

I'm just so sad and it's so hard to see him this way

I have this snowbaording weekend planned it's 2 hours away. And I almost feel like canceling incase he needs me. I feel that if I'm not available when he needs me his going to be angry, even more if he realize i"m out somewhere having a good time.

Did he call me over just to have sex ??? Or he really meant that his all alone and have nobody to talk to.