So some of you know my birthday was last month and I had a tough time. I was going to go to my buddy's bar and drink and eat there. However leading up to my bday I text him and get no response. Finally my day arrives still no responses. So I get a little pissed and added to my depression.
Now about this guy, he has been there for me in the rough. Usually listens to me and has gotten me out of financial binds about four times. I'm not talking like a few hundred bucks this guy has lent me four, thousand on 3 different occasions and has never asked for it back.
Now I haven't heard from him in a while, sure he is ok he daily posts Facebook about work, so I text him. About four hours later I get a yo what's up I'm at our mutual friends bday. At this point I'm somewhat shocked, I'm jealous that he wasn't t there for mine, pissed haven't heard from him and feeling worthless cause hey I'm not good enough to hang out with.
I think I'm just venting off some steam but this feels somewhat out of character and I haven't felt paranoid since been on meds. Did I do something wrong? Am I not worth hanging out with anymore?