I was different as a very young child in ways such as finding other kids to be very childish, rude, mean and cruel, I also found some adults to be very childish as well. To make a long story short I was always ostracized by everyone I knew because I was so different and I ended being left alone from a very young age with no friends or family around. I grew to enjoy my time alone but being ostracized in school was more than I could bear and I often felt suicidal.
I never could understand why nobody liked me since I was nice, polite, and respected everyone. It's not like I was psycho or anything but people just did not like me.
Things have not changed even today 50 years later. Now I can't stand stand to be around anyone unless necessary like a Dr. appointment. I don't know how I have survived all these years.
Now I even feel ostracized here on PC, so my question is ; what is it that everyone finds so weird about me? Weird enough that nobody wants to be around me or even talk to me?
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