I have never found your comments to be strange in any way. They are often insightful. However, your avatar is rather cold and a bit scary. That's just me. You know how PC is...many different opinions. Others may find your avatar interesting. The point is, this is a online forum, and many people come and go, so your thoughts about being ostracized here might be self-generated and unfounded. I think the only way someone might feel ostracized on PC is they make inappropriate comments, and maybe moderators might private message them to stop doing that or they will be asked to leave.