I have swapped to fortnightly sessions so I didn't have an appointment and I am feeling as though it wasnt the right time to move to fortnightly appointments. She booked out quickly for this week so even her emergency appointment got taken. she told me I would have to go on the wait list for a cancelled appointment. It was my idea to do appointments further apart so I feel like I shouldn't be complaining.

I really need T but I dont want her to know that.
any advise?