Mylivingangel,
You have entered into a community that WILL NOT forget you. We band together to help each other get the help we need. We care. You will not be forgotten even if you choose to not come back here becaue you are a part of us. Each of us has felt the pain you are feeling right now. You are in us and we are in you. In other words you are not alone.

If there is no therapist available where you are there are on-line therapy options now that I hear work well. (Can anyone here direct her to the site? I am not sure where it is.)
You are in my thoughts,
carrie