Hi, I guess another thing that would keep me sober is working and i'm not working at them moment. If I am doing something the following day I cant drink the day before so that would keep me sober. But I sometimes make it convenient for myself to have nothing in my schedule so I can drink. I wouldn't be worried accept that I drink so much when I do drink. It got this bad after I got sick with Lymes an the depression became realy bad...im hoping when I get better I can stop it or slow down..
I keep telling myself i'll go to AA meeting and never do...maybe I can do an online one...did anyone here ever do that