Hi Ripose,
I am so sorry this continues unresolved. You have written about feeling left out here before. Many have tried to reassure you they value your presence and comments.
Speaking for myself, I find your comments often very intelligent and insightful. When I check in here and see you have written, I quickly go to read your posts.
I'm glad you've had the courage and the insight to openly inquire here. I hope you continue to receive helpful input.

(((((( Ripose ))))))

WC