Waiting for the next vet appointment. My cat hasn't eaten in 24 hours. So we're going back to find out if they can see a reason. He's still stuffy so that may be the problem but he was eating more when he was stuffier. We're going to do x-rays that should be one step closer in finding out about cancer. If it's in the bone we'll know today. I am terrified. Some things are better but others aren't. And it may be as simple as needing another antibiotic. But I can't know until I see the vet.

And all this hangs on my car repair getting done on time and the dealership getting my car back to me in time. They know I have an issue here but so far I'm still waiting.

My anxiety level is sky high. I guess it's PRN time. I'm scared it will make me sleepy because I'm already tired from stress and not sleeping well for the last 5 or 6 days since the cat got sick.\

This is so hard. I lost my other cat 2 months and 1 day ago and if I find out he is suffering then this will be the last time we are cuddling. I don't want that to happen but I know it could. And I'll have to do it alone if it is today. My nieces will be here so I won't even be able to cry with my mom.