So - it will be official in 10 mins that I am no longer an employee at a company that I worked at for 12 yrs. It has been hard separating. I miss working for the company, I miss a little my old job duties, I do not miss my old boss (the reason I left the job). I'm sad that I won't be part of that community anymore.

The new job is going ok, I'm having a hard time staying positive there. Lots of things to learn and work out and I feel lost a lot of the time. It's getting better and routines are starting to be built.

I can't believe how hard this has been for me.

Anyway. The beat goes on.