Feel like T doesn't care - sorry, it sent before I'd finished typing.

I sometimes feel like my T isn't as invested as I am and it hurts. Sometimes she's so busy she can't see me every week so I have to miss a week. She doesn't do any evening appointments or weekends, and I really feel if I just cut contact maybe she wouldn't even notice.

It hurts so much because she's the best therapist I've seen. In my last job i did shift work so I could see her on weekdays but now I'm starting a 9-5 mon-fri job and I don't think she'll be able to see me, and I honestly think it will break my heart to not be able to see her anymore. I don't think I could handle losing her.

I don't know what to do.