Hey all. I just wanted to say that I am really sorry for not being able to keep up much. I try to read as much as I can. Between this flu bug hanging around, kids being ill, and the family issues; its been hard to keep up. The most recent issue with my lovely family is the fact that they don't want us with them at Christmas. They told my mom that they don't want my son around cause of his behavior. I was between upset, mad, and resentful. My mom said it would not be the same without us but.... not sure now if we should go. My son is always guilty until proven innocent and it ticks me off big time. Their kids are far from angels but my son is always accused when something happens. Not sure what to do...

I do read posts when I can, not knowing what to say lately. I have a hard time responding and don't understand why. Afraid to say the wrong thing.... not sure.

But I do miss everyone here. Want you to know I think of you all daily. Wondering whats going on.... how you are coping. I do feel bad being caught up with so much other stuff, but I do care about u all.

Thinking of my friends here and wishing you the best.... but I will talk to u all soon....

Justy