I'm sorry to hear this....especially on your birthday, and it's bad enough struggling with BP on top of these types of issues. Actually, I am going through a general fear that this type of situation is going to happen around my birthday since it is less than a week away.

Your experience reminds me a little bit of a friend I have. He has been through a lot with me, and we have a special bond. However, I can't always rely on him since his life is rather crazy, there's been a time or two that sticks with me where there was no excuse for him not texting me or calling when we made plans. I felt very rejected.

Do you think that having a heart to heart with this friend can help? I did end up having a talk with the friend of mine, and he did make some improvements as far as communication goes, at least to the best of his ability. The experience stuck with me though, and I know I'll feel hurt if he doesn't text me or make an effort to follow through on the birthday plans we talked about. Sometimes I still feel afraid to reach out to him out of fear of rejection, although I feel completely comfortable when we do talk.

I feel for you and can relate to feeling hurt on my birthday too. (((hugs))) Hang in there. You are not worthless. I can understand why you would feel the way you do though.