No my old boyfriend didn't use Meth. In fact he doesn't really like it at all and gets sad anytime I mention when I used to abuse drugs. Anytime I look at his face I see a look of sadness and it looks as if he's in pain anytime he hears me bring it up. So now I try not to bring it up anymore because I don't want to upset him or make him upset. He might not admit but he's pretty sensitive deep down and I am too.

I work with my therapist now and working on myself healing. I come on here anytime I'm struggling with things and need to get things off of my chest because I hate keeping things inside of me. I can express myself more in writing than verbally. The only person I feel comfortable opening up to in person is not many people. My therapist knows a lot about me though. I don't like putting things on other people's shoulders because I know other people are going through their own struggles but people do support me when I need it. That's all I truly need. They can support me but they can never take away my pain. I don't expect anyone too. For a long time I expected way too much from people because I was struggling so much and I think that was kinda selfish of me. I'll be honest and say that. I just felt lost at the time and didn't know what to do. I'm glad things are improving for me though.