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Originally Posted by Demunie
Wow, once a month is awful. I doubt that that actually benefits anyone.
Maybe ask your friend directly if and what she'd be willing to tell you? This way you'd perhaps get information and you're less likely to trigger her by accident.
Hugs if you want them, and if you want to talk about whatever...  |
Yeah, once a month has been going on for like over 6 months++ for me and it's been rough because so many pressing issues crop up and we gotta triage.
For several months, I dealt with a buildup of feeling I didn't matter, I was unimportant etc though I knew logically that last appointment of the day slots are in high demand plus my work schedule being unpredictable, plus vaguely about the increasing caseload she's facing.
Only managed to talk briefly about it with T and she explained it wasn't personal and it's affecting everyone. Felt better about that but boy, it's scary too that this hospital is newly opened and overwhelmed already.
I'm being transferred to community care for my meds since my med doses are quite stable despite me honestly feeling I still need a pdoc because I present much better than I actually am. Some people have "white coat hypertension", I have "MD cheeriness" lol. Was glad to relay my concerns to T because I was treated in community care before and the GP really had extremely basic MH training.
I think I'll ask that friend of mine done questions prefaced with checking in on her comfort levels, potential triggers etc. I'm just so so so numb and I'm spamming T with texts about "T, did you really mean that?" ugh (Her boundary is she will read when she checks periodically but won't reply)