Oh herethennow, I'm so sorry about what happened to you and what you're going through.

Sometimes I think that many people in mental health care system have absolutely no clue what they are working with and what they are doing. The only way I could make sense of what you describe is that someone decided that as you were not getting healthy in a certain amount of time then it is too costly to treat you and thus it would be better to get rid of you altogether. I honestly think that those people who made this decision did not actually include you and your needs into the decision formula at all.

Have you been able to talk to you T about what happened at all? What does the pdoc suggest how you proceed?