(((hamstergirl))) You know you only have to go as fast as you allow. I think you are such a good writer that it would a pleasure to read your final work, in spite of the horror it might contain. Why not think about blogging it here? That way it will be among friends and also you can ask our input and receive our support when it gets too tough!

You've shared a lot with us already. If both of your strong supporters IRL are urging you to do this, then you must be so much stronger than when we first met you!

I have hope for you that sometime you WILL recover from the need to isolate yourself... in fact, I think we are watching the recovery process as we speak.