I want to text t and tell her I quit I've had enough of it I keep thinking of the stuff she was calling me and wonder why I'm bothering with her I can get insulted from my family I don't need it from her aswell. She obviously doesn't get me so what's the point. I use to really like her but my judgement is always wrong so maybe I'm wrong about her aswel she obviously doesn't like me I'm just a job to her she wouldn't care if I didn't go back. The only thing stopping me is cos I'm scared of having no one there I need someone to talk to about stuff that I can't in real life. I'm scared of texting her and her saying ok as it proves that I'm nothing to her and that it's true that I'm bad and gross. All this just hurts I don't know what to do