I could find another one I've been looking into the options but I've been seeing her for over a year and it took me so long to feel like I could tell her about the abuse I don't know if I have it in me to start again. I'm not seeing her for 3 weeks due to half term and I only see her fortnightly. I don't know I talk about my mum a lot so she might not of meant that how I took it but I'm not sure about the deceiving comment. We've talked about stuff she's commented on in the past as i work in care and I was talking about a particular part of it that she doesn't like that isn't very nice then one week she said about my job being gross so I brought it up at the next session and she apologised and said about the way I read into stuff and she would needs to be careful about what she says