i went to a friends house the other night. first i took 3 adderall and 7 200mg caffine pills, i was tripping and everything then my chest started getting really tight, and it was hard for me to breath, i have over dosed at this persons house before, so i didnt really say anything. then we got about 3 grams of weed and we smoked 2 joints, then packed a bong which is like 3 feet tall. after we smoked the pot, i couldnt move at all, and my vision kept getting fuzzy...i thought i was dieing. i told my friend to tell my parents that i love them and im so sorry and all that junk because i was so sure i was going to die. i puked in a garbage bag, and i was so tired but i know that when you od you're not supposed to sleep, my friends knew that too, so i was scared to sleep plus they wouldnt let me. finally it all started to pass, not in the amount i wanted it to, but eventually i feel asleep and woke up the next morning. it was the scariest thing i have ever gone through. i want to quit but i am so addictted. not really to a specific drug, but mostly any pill i can find i will take way more than i should. and i know im addicted to pot. but i was just looking for some more support because i am extremely scared. i had told myself, the first time i over dosed, that i will never let myself get that bad again...but here i am almost dieing in my friends basement. im very shook up and scared right now...i need to get help, but i just dont 'want' to and i kind of dont know how. i feel very stupid because i keep messing myself up more and more.