I hate my life. I spend all day trying not to eat and some days I'm successful but it's not even relevant. I overspend and I'm too tired to clean or do anything useful. I reconnected with family and it's annoying. Zoloft made me eat too much and Ritalin is making me have memory loss . Or maybe I'm just losing it. I have to get insurance ASAP and I just want to check into a hospital.