I'm struggling with mild paranoia and anger episodes. Unfortunately my family gets the brunt of it. My anger is directed at my opinion of lack of manners the kids (they are stepkids) have , and then not listening. Or exhaustion at the fact that we have to move.

Our landlord is selling our house so we are moving to a new place.

I'm tired of fighting myself and my inability to control my anger and quick tongue. I'm taking my meds. I don't know what I'm doing wrong. it's not fair to be taking my anger out this way. And I'm trying not to hold the opinion that everyone would be better off without me in their family (that I should just live alone.) I love them all very much.