I am the same. I've been told by T that I should be able to discuss ANYTHING with him. Some of the more delicate matters concerning my past are hard to talk about, so I email them and that has worked out. He is very adept at delicately referencing those emails until I become more comfortable talking about them in person. But there are still some things that are TOO embarrassing to discuss, like the fact that despite the fact that I have massive paternal transference to him, I also have a small (sometimes more intense) crush on him. I beat around the bush a lot and he probably knows, but I really doubt I can ever talk about this. I actually think this might be close to off-limits to T, though he wouldn't like to admit it. He'd probably address it and then want to quickly move on.