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Originally Posted by boogiesmash
I don't know what is with me today but I feel like I'm slipping and want to. I feel part of me wants to feel the anguish, physical and emotional pain of a harsh depression. The other part of me is holding by a thread and saying wtf is going in why do I want to feel this way. I want to feel happiness although I may not be there yet. Maybe it's the only feeling I know is real.
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Wild! Sometimes I wish for hypomania, because I get a lot of good ideas for stories to write. But I NEVER wish for depression. That's just horrible.
Like other people are saying, I guess you want what's familiar, and the chance to feel sorry for yourself. We all like that once in a while
Do something nice for yourself instead, like get a pint of Ben & Jerry's ice cream, or an avocado, or a block of cheese. Treat yourself. That is healthier than allowing yourself to become depressed.