I'm extremely hesitant to post this but I need to let it out.

I just want to start out by saying that I'm a 20-something year old female and I'm going to be talking about child on child sexual abuse.

When I was very young, I was molested but it was a very complicated situation where I didn't think it was wrong, it just made me a very sexual child.

When I was around eight years old, She's slightly younger than me and we both didn't know what we were doing. It went on for a while and I don't know why we did it.

It's been years since all of that occurred, and neither of us act like it ever happened. I'd like to think she forgot about it but I don't know anything. She seems okay, we love each other very much.

But I can't believe I did that to her. She was so young and I messed her up. I know I was a child too but no one deserves that.

I don't want to make this about myself but that's all I can do because I have no idea how my poor sister's feeling. Maybe this isn't a big deal, but I feel so so scared and disgusting every time I think about it.

It scares me more than what I went through. I hate that I did that to her, I wish I could take it back. I don't know what to do with this memory. I can only pray she's okay and that it never comes back to hurt her. Oh my god. I feel so sad.

I'm sorry, I'm so sorry.