I'd like some insight on this, but first let me say that I do not believe in ghosts, visits from the dead, or similar things.

My dad passed away in Dec. I had lived with him the last 10 years. We had a rocky relationship which mostly consisted of him abusing me, and me either getting depressed or fighting back. But in general I loved him and tried my best to be a dutiful daughter. I know that he loved me too, but very much favored my sibling. Things were pretty good toward the end. He had softened towards me a lot, while still letting me know I wasn't as good as...you know who. As his health failed, I had no problem with helping him more and more and being there for him. So, understand, I put aside my issues for daughterly duty, which I felt was more important than my feelings. I had no regrets when he died. I don't feel anything was left unsaid or undone. I did not feel that he kept me from living my own life. I was very sad and felt the loss when he passed.

So here's my dreams...

I have dreamt 4 times about him being with me after his death. In my dreams we have had his funeral and taken care of all his affairs. Nothing undone. But here we are living in another place and I know he was dead and now he's not. In the dream I keep wondering 1) How did he fake his death if he did? 2) Will I still get the life insurance if he was dead and is not now? 3) Can he die again and if so, when?

As I said, there are no loose ends, no regrets, no guilt, no sense of something left undone. So why am I dreaming about him?

O, I do have one slight regret. He was far away when he did pass, so I realize I might have issues about not being able to be with him, but it is not something I worry about.