I have admited to myself and to him now that I did things that hurt him I mean what made us break up was the fact I ended falling for someone else and sleeping with that person. But even that is tricky cause I went into the relationship telling him I was bisexual and poly.

I have two girlfriends I have been in comitted relationships before I even meet him....and at a certain point I got frustrated that I was allowed to date girls but guys where totally off limits.

when I meet this new person I told my fiance and talked about it as often as I could out of respect for him. Now I am being told I have communication problems and that I lied to him. I have a lot of problems and I admit at times I did not treat him as best as I could have.

not intentionally mostly due to the fact I have PTSD and he did not deal with my triggers in an understanding way I felt judged and cirtized when I had my triggers, and it did not help me get through them well.

not to mention the fact I had ambitions to go to school, and to motivate myself forward i think he envyed that, and was becoming bitter toward me about it.
cause he admited to me that he was feeling that way toward me going to counciling and dealing with my PTSD issues
so the fact he could have felt that way toward something else does make sense.

I don't justify what ended up happening with me and him but I never ever lied to his man and I tried as hard as possibly could not to hurt him even though I know I did.