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Originally Posted by velcro003
It seems that you are stuck in the black and white thinking of your relationship with T. Just because you are her "job," doesn't mean she can't care about you. My toddlers are my job, but I care about them, and come to love some as well. Try and think in the grey with this.
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But if she really loves me.....I don't know. I'm afraid of that but I don't know why. If she loves me forever, then I won't lose her. Except I feel like I did lose my mother or rather, I never had the closeness I have with T, with my mother.