i was just thinking... at first i was just gonna say "it's the squeeky wheel, always getting the grease", but then i thought again... if you're squeeking.. why aren't you "getting the grease"?...

it made me think next of how somewhere in that long line at mental health, theres another, another "test module".. who waits in line behind you... waiting for their grease... i wonder if they've received it yet?

your story comprises an oft heard complaint re: the mental health care sytem... it's sistered in the v.a. benefits section of the military depts.; the overall health care system; homeless services; etc...

could it be a sad reality of the situation we're all in? so many needs, too few resources?

for me, when my needs aren't met by others, i try to supply my own demands whenever possible... beats waiting around for someone to notice me... although we all do appear to love being noticed don't we? i know i do... especially when i need it...