The way your mental health actor is behaving doesn't make any sense. This person is the gatekeeper to your psychiatrist and every time you call to him to make an appointment, he either hangs up on you or ignores you? Are the conversations hostile?

Can you call this person's supervisor? I worry about you, even though I've only been here for a little over a month. So, FWIW, there are people out there who care.

It's obvious to me though that you are in crisis and seriously need intervention. A lot of the paranoias and persecutory delusions you have been having are clear symptoms that can be and need to be treated with meds ASAP. Please do that for yourself. Please.