My T is young and inexperienced (3 years practice after her doctorate) so I'm worried she internally is squicked out about my ET.

I know she doesn't feel love or romantic feelings for me (I talked about how I know these childlike love and sometimes romantic love feelings are unrequited and that it's due to what she gives me), just that she cares about me.

But now I'm worried... the Ts there all seem so, so strict. Even those who say they do schema therapy like my T don't seem willing to hug.

Schema therapy is a modality where the T's willingness to touch is really encouraged and unwillingness for the T to touch is seen as an issue/schema of the T in the clinical books too... :/