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the thing that perplexes me is he's never been creepy and was more interested in my growth and then all of a sudden he turns into a manipulative turd that became jealous and possessive when guys talked to me.
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Maybe he is TESTING your growth??? Like to see if you have learned anything from your past bad choices.
Honestly why you think things are love just because youare wanting it so bad....you throw away all your values then wonder why you get hurt by people you dont even have proof feel the same way about you that you feel about them. Its obvious by your behaviors (past & present) you dont have the foggiest concept of what LOVE really is. You are in LOVE with being in love & plaster the label on anything that is male that pays attention to you.
Like seeker said....you need TO LEARN HOW TO BE DISCERNING.
Growjng up isnt easy but its a lit easier when you sort out the bad ones with your own solid miral values & NEVER even think you are in love until they prove themselves beyond a shadow of a doubt. With the lack of moral values these days, true colors become obvious VERY QUICKLY.