I am at work struggling to keep it together. I slept all weekend to get away from my emotional pain plus losing my dog and my cancer coming back. It is so hard to act like nothing is wrong. It is a new job so I have no FMLA protection yet. UGH!!!
I just need to continue to curl up into a ball and go back to sleep. If I do that I will lose what I worked so hard for. UGH.

Trying to do some self-care and really taking care of myself.