My pdoc let me come off my Lamictal last appointment. I've been completely off it for a little over two weeks now. Since being off it, my mood has been ****, I want to cry all the time, I'm sleeping more and still exhausted all the time. I'm not sure if it's just withdrawal symptoms or depression, but it honestly doesn't even matter.

I'm angry at myself for coming off the Lamictal. I shouldn't have asked to stop it. It was working, whether I saw it at the time or not. And I came off it at the worst time possible. I have a lot going on with school/work. My aunt is dying. I don't know how I'm going to deal with any of this now. I just saw my aunt at hospice, and it's all just blowing up in my face. I made a mistake and I don't know what's going to happen now. I'd feel like an absolute idiot calling him and telling him that I should have stayed on the Lamictal.