we talked about condoms last night and he brought up the fact that for him (and me) it just doesnt feel as good when you use a condom. the std thing is out of the question cause neither of us have any. the only thing we would worry about it the pregnancy which is probably the most expensive side effect next to aids.

i guess thats what we get for having 2 Bush presidents. abstinence only commercials and scare tactics about sex. lol.

even though he doesnt like using condoms either i know that if it came down to it and i decided not to use birth control at all because of what it does to my body he would be totally supportive. but then im also kinda scared to just quit birth control and think it might throw my body even more out of whack than it is right now. i am making an appt with my doctor to go over all options that dont involve estrogen.