Tonight the depression came back and I've been quite low,distracting myself with TV,music and food.It is getting better as the night goes on,going out tomorrow and I hope that will cheer me up.having breakfast at my favourite coffees shop tomorrow morning.
Getting my money,paying my bills, and getting stuff I'd planned for my food shop.
I have been looking forward to it for a fortnight.
I am so tired of fighting the depression,but I am trying to relax hoping it will go.It is horrible just wanting it to pass but it dragging me down even lower.
I just want to sleep it off,I slept hour today and it is bed time again now soon and I want to sleep hours again,I know the more I sleep though it will make the depression worse,but it is a vicious cycle.