no no sweetie..
Remember, what I said.. Just because you might have been rotten does not mean you are now.. Because you are NOT rotten in the least......

I love you and I do not love rotten people..
you are so sweet adn kind, just have bad days we are all human in all ways.
Being treated badly when you were a kid is part of why you do not want to remember those days, and I can fully understand that ok.
I think most of us can.
But go in with an open mind, and try this on for size ok.
if you do not like it, then say I do nto want to do it.