My family gets mad, too. Sometimes, them being mad is okay as long as we find a way to stay alive long enough for the sun to shine. I'm not going to lie, I've been battling going to the hospital myself. It's a tough decision. Sometimes the tough decisions are what keep us alive. I don't want you hurt Flutterby, otherwise I wouldn't bring it up. The pain your in, you don't deserve that. I won't push for it anymore, promise, but I had to say it.